i dun like those fattys hu think they're sexy and stuff... i find it abit disgusting if u ask me... i think its kinda ew to stuff ur bra for the eyes of disgusting horny men.. cos its like selling ur body... worse than prostitutes if u ask me... cos they dun wan money.. they wan sex.. so its so ew.. they wear stuff so that the guys can see they're fat legs and panties and stuff.. ew... gheese... dats jus so cheap larhs... i mean like... when they jog or sth u can see their fake boobs jump up and down and their legs bounce along wif them... u can literally hang bells on them and listen to them make MUSIC.. jingle jingle jingle.. lol... im not toking bout our school girls but some gals hu do dat... cos its kinda a disgrace to us... seriously.. its so a despo move larhs.. jus cos guys like big boobs and they like to adjust their bra straps or xidentally fall so the guys can get horny when they see their undies.. or even bend down so the guys can see their humungous fat ass and fat body and big fae boobs... seriously mans.. wads the world coming too... if u want it... isnt it better to go into prostitution? at leat u can get peeps to look at ur fat body and big boobs and get money for touching them =.= *rolls eyes* seriously larhs... gals dat do these haf no sense of self respect, pride and shame... it jus freaks me out to see them do these kind of low down stuff... haf they no sense of personal privacy? gheese... im utterly disappointed...

ah darn it... i cat bend jump swim run dance and i cant do freaking pe.. darn it..haha! gheese... i got alot of boyfrens xD
1. Daryl<3
2. Syukri
3. OWL
4. Destin
5. Daesia
6. Julia
7. Gwen
8. Sherina
9. Jomin
10. BenBen
11. Sheana
12. Yi Wen
13. Nash
14. Sherweine
15. NatNat
16. ViVi
17. XinXin
18. Hyemin
19. Lena
20. Ms Yeung
21. Mrs Ong =)

HAHA!!! see! im soooo loved =x but i only wan to b loved by one person xD dun tell u hu... anyways.. its already quite obvi larhs... gheese... i think i nid to teach owl about gals and he nids to teach me more about guys... xchange session LOL!!! xD hoho.. ytd me gwen and juls walked around the whole school being crazy and saying "MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR! HOHOHO!" to evb we pass... they were giving us strange looks and we jus happily smile back... oh and the learning journey trip was kinda funny... cos u noe the plastic giant box wif the marble drop thing outside the mac? yea... every time the ball drops and bounces of to land perfectly onto the platform our class gals would cheer and the 2/8 guys will be laughing and looking at us... HAHA! and toda we looking at some peeps from the captians ball court thingy... haha! aftr we plyed a game of stupid cap's ball using a teeny ball which some softball guy i duno the name threw it over the fence and into the forest >< great going... so we played wif a softball lol.. we were kinda dumb =x haha! and syukri threw the ball at my toe and it hurt =( then i tripped him and he pulled me along wif him so we both fell and laughed and slapped each other... lol.. yeap... so back to whr i stopped.. we were looking at some peeps.. i think i can play better than them if u ask me.. lol... anyways... we were kinda critising them alot.. lol... not cos w're jealous but cos well its jus not a nice sight...

yos people! haha! owl and me decided to make my blog a total biography and guy's encyclopedia...LOL im not in school today cos i went to the doc's... apparently i sprained my back during dance ytd.. i couldnt even walk properly.... gheese.. how i wish daryl would pon school for me instead... well i cant stop him from having frens rite? cos i wasnt wif him when he had a fever... gheese... today after his exam he pon school to go out wif his close frens... well... i still feel abit insecure and jo's rite.. being jealous and insecure hurts you more... but i cant help but feel dat way yeah? oww... it hurts... im still nervous... and sometimes i feel kinda embarrassed and shy to share a few probs wif Daryl although im totally comfy wif him.. but its jus dat sometimes... its hard... and i haf no idea wad is going on in his little mind... so i dare not.. well.. he still has to accept me for me if we want te relationship to work rite? well, at least now im trying... im trying to be honest and frank and i hope dat makes us understand each other better...

i told owl dat guys should REALLY read seventeen cos of its guy and girl advice on stuff.. they dun nid to look at the fashion pages... they can look at the little black book section =D dat would really help them understand us better... really...

oh wells... oh and sometimes... oh i duno... i feel a bit distant from him these days... yes he broke some promises and only called me at 10.20 when he said he would call me at 9.30... well... i guess he likes his usually 9pm shows like all of us cos i noe i may do the same sometimes =x so i dun blame him... but jus sometimes.. i really wished he'd b there for me when i needed him or even on my bday... guess its too much to ask isit? we haf our own lives and schedules we mus follow... so i cant expect him to contribute so much of his time to me and spend time wif me rite? its his impt year and its my streaming year too... so yea... well... i can except all of dat... i cant deny im spending alot of time wif the blondies... cos they're my close frens too... and i think dat ur partner is as impt.. tho the grp doesnt like it when i call him when im wif them... its jus i wan him to feel as impt.. and i wan him to treat me the same way... but apparently, he doesnt get it so nvm... i guess i jus haf to tell him wad i wan more often... even tho i find it hard... cos honestly.. i oso think dat a relationship w/o noeing wad the other party wans or feels is already a failed one... so now im gonna speak my mind no matter wad he thinks of me.. yeap... cos i dunwanna fail this relationship... its the best i ever had wif a guy =)

ever wondered how u wanted ur life to be like? haha... i wonder a lot... when u see i suddenly quiet and 'emo'... means sthhit me and im actually thinking bout it... haha... u may think im abit siao... but actually... its quite exciting dreaming of ur life... yeah... sometimes u jus find it embarrassing to tell ur partner wad ur fantasies are and everything cos its kinda childish dun u think =x but im sure evb has one... i haf alot in fact =) from reading mags to reading people's life stories to reading books... well some how or rather my fantasies usually haf a scenerio... like we broke up and everything but in the ed he runs and catches u b4 u go up a plane or go away or sth and then trys to get u back... oh how nice...

ohoh! life lesson for guys: sometimes when girls say they dun wan sth or like ur gf/wife says: go find someone or go find ur fren(girl) or go to sleep or nvm go out bahs or go find other girls or sth like that.. lik asking u to go do sth dat has sth to do wif going away from them... actually... they dun wan u to go.. they feel very sad and disappointed inside when u REALLY go do those stuff...
and sometimes when ur wif ur frens esp gal frens, we feel jealous and stuff.. but at the same time we cant tell u NOT to haf frens rite? but when we hear ur fren(girl) saying alot of act cute stuff and we know when girls are flirting or not... cos as i said guys are too innocent.. call it girl intuition or stuff... but yeah... we dun like it to we sometimes do it ourselves=x guys are like that... very easy to get pulled over... and although we noe its the guy's fault i he gets stolen( cos it means he's not dat in to u and doesnt LOVE u) but i mean... hu wans to see a guy we like or even LOVE to get stolen rite? oh wells... guess nths forever eh? guys r soon gonna get bored of u and stuff... y do u think they haf prostitutes and night clubs? i noe not ALL guys are like dat but its hard to tell whether a guy is truthful and faithful or not... i really envy those old couples... they really r in love wif each other all their life... so hard to find... so sweet... ahs... i wish i could b like them

i take it back... I LOVE 2ASPIRATION!! THE MOST FUNNEST CLASS EVER! (except one particular person) oh wow... i love you guys in 2A!! i dun wanna leave u guys.. our bond has grown and seeing the guys playing for the tms cup dat day... i feel the proudest i haf ever felt.. im so proud of u guys! i feel touched... u guys got injured and dat didnt change ur determinaton to win those people... we are ALL so proud of u... even if jin han jason & yu quan are paikias... but i noe u can b serious about urself so JIAYOUS! u guys are actually nice guys and i dun tink the teachers should b so one sided... u guys jus make wrong decisions... so learn :) but continue being fun peeps! tho the class is sometimes unbearably noisy... its most fun! we can work together and we can talk to everybody... we bond real well and i really think i would cry when we all separate into different classes... oh oh... and WELCOME NETTO AND JONATHAN TAN TO 2A! we love u too...:D JIAYOUS 2A for streaming and we hope the chalet the blondies<3 are organising is a success helps u destress too... o.O it rhymes xD okok... xxoo<3 love sara<3 (ps: i noe u love me too)

how haf u ever wished your first kiss would b like? i was reading all the romantic news on seventeen mag, and i was so WOW. i love romance... those stories about kissing in the rain or on a beach... dat really made me envious. how i wish i could b like them... oh yea... im wif daryl now... he treats me really well and i love him too... but somehow... i get jealous real easily... i feel abit insecure tho i try telling myself he's faithful and i should really trust him... but how? i really wanna tell him how i feel but i find it quite hard... we're still not dat close so i feel shy telling him... its not dat i dun love him or anything... well... wad can i xpect... not everything is wad u wish it would turn out... honestly.. i wished he would b sweeter than he is... wait for me outside school on my bday and surprise me... or make my day SPECIAL... well... u can say i haf high xpectations... but im jus relaying my fantasies... wun it b sooo romantic and sweet to haf someone run after u, skipping some important meeting or school whether u broke up or not, cos ur going away for a long long time and may nv come back... or even go all the way somewhere just to try and get u back... oh god... im thinking too much of shopaholic takes manhatten gheese... but still... maybe if someone really LOVED you.. this fantasy may happen rite? there's still hope... im still young... oh gosh... a book can change so much... well... daryl is quite popular in school.. he likes to make frens... and i hope dat im more important than his frens... i keep telling him to read seventeen... cos it tells guys wad gal probs are and how they feel... its really great... oh i wish he read can you keep a secret and the shopaholic series by sophie kinsella... he should learn from them... how to be a great boyfren hu does very romantic stuff... isnt dat wad all girls want? i duno... but I do wan it... but i noe i haf to cherish wad i haf... and i do.. i love daryl no matter how he treats me or how he isnt my fantasy... but i love him and dats wad counts... he makes me happy and cheers me up... listens to me and makes me laugh... wad more can i ask? he's already perfect in his own way :)