yos people! haha! owl and me decided to make my blog a total biography and guy's encyclopedia...LOL im not in school today cos i went to the doc's... apparently i sprained my back during dance ytd.. i couldnt even walk properly.... gheese.. how i wish daryl would pon school for me instead... well i cant stop him from having frens rite? cos i wasnt wif him when he had a fever... gheese... today after his exam he pon school to go out wif his close frens... well... i still feel abit insecure and jo's rite.. being jealous and insecure hurts you more... but i cant help but feel dat way yeah? oww... it hurts... im still nervous... and sometimes i feel kinda embarrassed and shy to share a few probs wif Daryl although im totally comfy wif him.. but its jus dat sometimes... its hard... and i haf no idea wad is going on in his little mind... so i dare not.. well.. he still has to accept me for me if we want te relationship to work rite? well, at least now im trying... im trying to be honest and frank and i hope dat makes us understand each other better...

i told owl dat guys should REALLY read seventeen cos of its guy and girl advice on stuff.. they dun nid to look at the fashion pages... they can look at the little black book section =D dat would really help them understand us better... really...

oh wells... oh and sometimes... oh i duno... i feel a bit distant from him these days... yes he broke some promises and only called me at 10.20 when he said he would call me at 9.30... well... i guess he likes his usually 9pm shows like all of us cos i noe i may do the same sometimes =x so i dun blame him... but jus sometimes.. i really wished he'd b there for me when i needed him or even on my bday... guess its too much to ask isit? we haf our own lives and schedules we mus follow... so i cant expect him to contribute so much of his time to me and spend time wif me rite? its his impt year and its my streaming year too... so yea... well... i can except all of dat... i cant deny im spending alot of time wif the blondies... cos they're my close frens too... and i think dat ur partner is as impt.. tho the grp doesnt like it when i call him when im wif them... its jus i wan him to feel as impt.. and i wan him to treat me the same way... but apparently, he doesnt get it so nvm... i guess i jus haf to tell him wad i wan more often... even tho i find it hard... cos honestly.. i oso think dat a relationship w/o noeing wad the other party wans or feels is already a failed one... so now im gonna speak my mind no matter wad he thinks of me.. yeap... cos i dunwanna fail this relationship... its the best i ever had wif a guy =)