hais... am i being too clingy? too clingy for the wrong reasons? gheese... find it hard especially when u miss him soooo much and think of him and hear his voice and such... is it not hard? for him? no, im not angry at that comment "why are you so sticky" sorry at dat then... its good to b honest... but dat jus sounds a tad harsh isit? fine, if u dun wanna me call then jus SAY u dun wan me to call... its not lik i call u 24/7... and then i dun call, and u go all "why didnt u call me" or "were you even gonna call" so now i call... god... now we sound so distant... its been almost 6mths... tis 24th is our 1/2yr anni... and rust me things arent going very well... i dun like to tell him my problems cos i feel abit UNEASY.. like he doesnt wanna listen to them.. i dun wan him to noe i haf so many problems and i make things so complicated and i doubt he will understand y i care about other people other than myself... its simple.. cos im not as self-centred as others.. i like to help ppl.. i LOVE to help people overcome problems and help them see things b4 sth bad happens... then they'll haf a mid-life crisis and get depressed... gheese... is dat too much to understand? so now i haf a new mission...

FINDING>>> A REALLY REALLY GOOD FREN TO TALK TO WHEN IM SUPER BORED COS I HAF NO ONE ELSE TO TOK TO...DO I NID TO POST A VIDEO ON MOCCA.COM JUS TO GET SOMEONE TO UN-BORE ME? gheese...