damn... mid year.. this is the worst exam marks i could ever get and ever will get!!! I FAILED BLOODY 5 SUBJECTS!!! and all my passes are all 50+ not even 1 is over 56...wdf.. i failed my hist,sci,maths,chinese,lit and homec =.= the homec cos i didnt hand in pbl... i jus handed it in on tues... man... MY LIFE IS SCREWED!!! i came home and cried this afternoon.. even tho i was all laughy and happy... well, sometimes u jus put on a brave front but inside ur crumbly and falling into depression cos u noe dat the road ur taking aint gonna b easy and ur so lazy to try hard to achieve ur goals... oh sara! SNAP OUT OF IT!!! ur not in paradise anymore!! 5failures!! if u dun buck up u'll be in NA which u already haf a high chance of going there... ur passes were only borderline passes!! ur last in class obviously!! comeon!! where was the person i knew hu worked for everything she achieved!! wad happened to the faithful not useless fighter hu would stand back up even tho she fell and keep on running!! wad happened??!!! my god! ur not reaching ur double science goal!!! the goal u set for urself for so long.. u got worse in fact!! look! u set a goal and ur way far from it! 5fails and u wanna go to phy/chem?? LOOK AT URSELF IN THE MIRROR!!! wad haf u become!! if u keep being at it like this, the smart sassy girl u were, would become the family embarrasssment! even ur sister hu aint dat smart noes she gotta achieve sth in her life!! look at her now! internship, poly. she's on a roll! and u? u'r not fit to be a member of this family! ur cousins, no matter how smart they are still can hang on but look!!! NA!! NORMAL ACAD!! did u plan this for urself? u got into a great school and seeing dat u didnt even touch a book to get 235.. dat doesnt mean u can b all laid back and relaxing.. u were lucky.. u noe u were. min requirement score.. and u got in.. now look... guess it wasnt a blessing? but it is a blessing in disguise cos this would make u push urself.. push urself to attain wad ur mind has set for u.. wad u set for urself. and u mus achieve i cos dat's ur life.. and u noe it!! so pull ur socks up!( even tho ankle socks are all the rage now) get there!! u noe u can do it. and if people put u down. dun listen. no1 has the right to tell u wad u can and cannot do. only urself is capable of telling urself everything is possible if i WAN to make it possible! he next exam, ur gonna get at least 3As and no failures! (maybe the occasional C..) but even that, its a tremendous improvement!!! u can do it and people hu love u are rooting for u all the way!!! so dun let them down and buck up!! GANBARE!!!!


WE LOVE U SARA!<3