I quarrelled with my family today
Im home alone again tonight..
i was supposed to attend a 'party'
(more like a jail to me)
at first my dad said
it was a casual theme
an informal party
But then he came home and saw me wearing shorts
and he started screaming
It's the yacht club anyway
why do i need to wear a dress or something?
i thought i would be a fun party
and for once i could wear wad i like
but
instead
It turned out to be another unhappy event
I hate parties
i really hate parties
They're supposed to be fun
but they're not fun at all
Instead
they make me cry...
Is my dressing really dat bad?
im wearing a skirt
Is that not good enuff?
Why must i be forced to wear
things im not comfortable in?
My dad just called me an insult to him
Is it really that bad?
Am i really that ugly?
I hate having to act like a princess
the image is so fake
I just wanna be comfortable in my own skin
my own personality
is my personality such an eyesore?
Such an eyesore
that he wouldn't even be happy
spending 9days with me in china?
Am i that bad?
I absolutely hate functions
and 'jail' parties
I don't care what other people say
It's my ambition
and i like my style
so i don't care
but hearing your father say that
that's rather hurtful
Don't you think so...?